NiteChylde

I don’t know what spawned this, but I fell into one of those moments where I start thinking too much for my own good. Too much introspection can’t possibly be healthy. So here I am, in the midst of one of my introspective moments, and as per usual, there’s nothing much that can help but listening to brooding music, and writing a poem. I apologize in advance if this is a bad one; I’m not exactly doing much of a check on it, and it’s just fresh out of the swirling mass that is my mind right now.

“There Are No Good FairyTales”

There used be ‘once upon a time’ and lands far away.
Of strange new places, unforgettable faces.
There used to be ‘happily ever after’.
There once were princes, queens, and kings
Courageous knights, who fought for rights
There once were magical, wondrous things—

That doesn’t exist anymore.

There are no good fairytales to tell the world
No stories to unfold, or sights to behold;
There is no ‘happily ever after’.


…ok so I was going to finish this, but my moment of brooding passed thanks to a friend who was sitting near me and stole my Gloom. I’m still introspective, but with less gloom. Besides, it’s hard to write a poem when the emotion fueling it peters out. Ah well. I suppose I can pretty much just sum up my previous gloom then. Ever have one of those days where you feel like you just can’t do anything right? And the people you care about don’t even know that you care about them? At least, from your point of view that’s how it seems? Yeah, that was my moment. Sometimes I swear it feels like I’m somehow cursed. If anyone would like me to elaborate, just ask me in private. Suffice it to say that all of you who are near and dear to me, I care about you guys a lot. Refer to the Dedication entry, so there. And for the newbies, I’m sure you all know who you are; I love you guys too just as much!